Hi am Navjit Singh,
Mujhe khud ko hi samaj nhi ata ki mein apni life ko kha se Sunana start kru. Mujhe hi nhi pta meri life mein hasi khusi kab ayi or kab chali gyi. Bus ek umeed pe zindgi jee rha ki kabhi na kabhi to ek do pal ki kushi mil jayegi uski talash mein hi jee rha ab to. Ab to aisa time aa gya ki na to mein apni piche ki life mein ja sakta or na hi kuch future nazar aa rha. Koi lag hi nhi rha thaa apna sab apna matlab nikalne mein lage hue the mere bare mein to koi soch hi nhi rha thaa 10th class pass kri papa bolne lag gye chal mere sath kaam krna start krde bhut acha kaam hai unko smja smja ke 2 years nikale +2 clear kri phir computer class khud job kr kr ke complete kri. Phir life mein new mode 24 march 2007 Chandigarh ki life start kri but pta nhi thaa jitni achi lag rhi hai utni hi buri hogi ye life kyon ki kabhi future ka to socha hi nhi thaa adat hi nhi thee is liye kyon sochna. 2008 mein kuch aisa mode aya kisi se pyar ho gya bhut jyada ho gya aisa lga ab to life change ho gyi sab kuch krne lga us ke liye pta nhi kyon usme hi apna future dikhne lga. Phir kuch aisa line mil gyi jis mein bhut achi life dikhne lagi sab kuch bhul gya kyon ki sab kuch mil rha thaa dolat, shorat, izat, jo ek admi ki jrurat sab kuch. Bus phir piche mudkar dekha hi nhi itna agge nikal gya piche jane ka rasta hi bhul gya. Phir to bus mujhe leke koi na koi agge badta gya mere bare mein kisi ne nhi socha mera rasta konsa hai maine jana kha hai bus phir to unke sath hi chlna pda jab tak wo mujhe raste ke beech khi chord nhi dete unke chordne ke baad phir se whi se mere liye ek anjaan sa rasta start ho jata yha koi nhi hota phir us raste mein akele. Akele bhi kitna time chlna life ko chlane ke liye kisi na kisi ka to shara lena hi pdta hai phir waisi hi life bus ek umeed ki wo kha tak mera sath deta hoon or konse mod pe chod ke jata wo mod kaisa hoga or phir Maine kis side ko jana bus yhi hai meri life. I know ab meri life hi aisi ho gyi piche nhi ja sakta sab apne family Bhai, sister, ma, baap ya apne relative ke bare sochte hai but Maine to kabhi socha hi nhi kyon?
Life mein abhi tak ek bhi person ko mein thori si bhi khushi nhi de paya na apni family ko, na friends ko, na apni gf ko I feel koi bhi khush nhi mere se but bhut try krta hoon ki mein sabko khush rakh saku but nhi koi bhi khush nhi mere se.
Pta nhi kya chati hai life mere se itna time Insaan kisi ke sath reh ke ek dusre ko samaj nhi sakta to kya wo Insaan apke saath lifebhar reh sakta hai samaj sakta hai.
Mein to loyal hoke bhi loyal nhi ban paya pta nhi kyon. Jise bhi pyar kra usne hi bna diya mujhko c. Phir bhi dil pta nhi kyon unke piche hi bhag rha. Daily mujhe ek new girl ke sath jod diya jata hai. Kya fyada loyal rhene ka. Gf kisi ke sath bhi baat kr Sakti hai unko huq diya gya hai but bf kisi ke sath zra si bhi baat krle wo galat relation ban jata hai.
Life mein abhi tak ek bhi person ko mein thori si bhi khushi nhi de paya na apni family ko, na friends ko, na apni gf ko I feel koi bhi khush nhi mere se but bhut try krta hoon ki mein sabko khush rakh saku but nhi koi bhi khush nhi mere se.
Pta nhi kya chati hai life mere se itna time Insaan kisi ke sath reh ke ek dusre ko samaj nhi sakta to kya wo Insaan apke saath lifebhar reh sakta hai samaj sakta hai.
Mein to loyal hoke bhi loyal nhi ban paya pta nhi kyon. Jise bhi pyar kra usne hi bna diya mujhko c. Phir bhi dil pta nhi kyon unke piche hi bhag rha. Daily mujhe ek new girl ke sath jod diya jata hai. Kya fyada loyal rhene ka. Gf kisi ke sath bhi baat kr Sakti hai unko huq diya gya hai but bf kisi ke sath zra si bhi baat krle wo galat relation ban jata hai.
